exposing the sin ,minimises its effects itseemz... :(

chesina paapam....chepte potundi antaru :'(

while cooking rice, Gandhari mam ,a prominent character in the Hindu epic of Mahabharata,had poured hot water of the boiled rice on the ground outside her kitchen. This hot water killed all the hundred eggs laid by an insect & This act of hers had earned the wrath of the mother insect who had cursed her that ,she too would have to endure the deaths of  her sons same as her . According to another local interpretation, she was cursed by the mother turtle whose eggs, Gandhari had once crushed one by one....hmm...

Now Today,Having all this story in the Amygdala and Hippocampal complex of my mind,I have killed the honey comb,tortured those bees with diwali crackers & fire torch, made using a tall  wooden stick with oiled cloth and had removed the hive completely for the sole purpose of the safety of my selfish family ( me,my sis,mom ). I have killed some bees along with its white eggs (many) using Hit Red Spray insect killers :(

you[eggs cells & mummy] may not forgive me,but uffffff aaaaaaa ....... :(

May you all go to heaven & get eternal salvation....AMEN !!!

i wish that u all died completely  and if not...the Garbage Bin kills you all so that u won't be born handicapped bcz of my hit !