Rama Krishna
I have spent so much money on you. Have Gratitude
Ravan Son of Rama Krishna :
I agree that you have spent money on me, but can you agree on the fact that money is the ONLY thing you did for me? I grew up in hostels; you didn't visit to see me at least twice a year. I felt I was only a burden or a sin you got rid of by throwing money to the society as papa-prakshalana. Whenever I call you or mom, even in calls keeping me online, forgetting about me, you both used to fight over silly things [home or hostel- No peace for me ]. Tell me how you showed your love for me other than money. Day & Night, even if I come home once a while, the only word I hear 24/7*365 is MONEY [ current bill, this bill, that bill, Fees, money, money & money ]
Ok, you spent money on me. But at least was that honest with trust in me or with any hope for me? No. I didn't feel like that. There is no SINGLE - PAISA you spent on me and didn't speak about it with hundreds of people. You go to your audience with the house groceries bill (vegetables bought, basic house things surf, oils etc. and electricity bill etc. with your debit card) and show off to people my child is irresponsible and spends money like anything(you have to buy them to run YOUR family - u don't even know that & you have 2 children) V/s
while all my cousins 12 years younger than me are using iPhone mobiles, gym protein powders etc. whose parents make less than you earn.
v/s I didn't even buy a dress in the past 5 years. I Never recharged my mobile until the time recharging with a basic plan became compulsory. You are a BIG LIAR. I hate you for that. If you spend ONE rupee on me, you go on the road sharing your pain with too many audiences with lies that you spent 1000s on me ( where is 1 rupee v/s 1000 which you say to people? ). I can never forget how that Idiotic overcurious uncle got up from his chair to see that grocery list thinking your lies were true and asking, " Is that your daughter's phone bill? "- can you imagine my anger & pain? You can never feel them. I know. YOU are a PSYCHO in my view. How can I feel anything for you then? You and mom - were never available to me, even today, to share any of my emotions when I feel like an orphan in this vast world. Nobody is for ANYbody. Tell me how to feel anything for you then?
The everyday fight at home is about money, money, money...
ok.Then did you let me work? No. I got campus placement & you made me RESIGN
Did you check my marks at least once from the time I was born till today? At least once? NO.
Did you teach me anything about the art of making money or at least any single skill you have? NO
Did you teach me at least basic English? NO
What was my school till 7th class, till aunty took me with her? Silverbells at kharkhana, it is not even a school, it is somebody's house today
Any of your contributions to me other than money? NO.
Even TODAY, at my 30+ years age, if i want to speak with you for 5 minutes, You are NOT available dady - EGO
" Do you have any financial problems? " -A BIG No.
Then why always fight about money? I believe it is because you want to control my mother with Money. She is a homemaker. You want control over her and Now rule over me? Impossible, daddy, because I am bigger Psycho than you.
And Gratitude, I always have it, but for your showoff with lies, let us assume I don't have it; even this point can be logically supported. Do you know that? When you say, "After all I gave you birth, I spent money on you." -- when you are Disclosing whatever you spent on me, it means you did NOT do that for me at all. You did that for your need to control me at home & control people with your dramas outside the home in my absence (just the way you speak badly about mom), and so all your generous financial donations to me were a contract with hidden terms, Isn't it ??? But is this not an INVALID CONTRACT as per THE INDIAN CONTRACT ACT, 1872 ???
How much ever I do, WHATEVER I do, I only get criticism, Untruths, negativity and demotivation from you - Where is Love?
Don't worry; I will always have Gratitude, but I just wanted to vomit my bottled-up anger on you. You were NEVER there for me as support(except financially) in my past & I know you will never stand for me even in the future, but I will have GRATITUDE that you spent money on me. YAA Gratitude !!! Nothing to worry about it, please! Because I also have my grandpa's Honest genes in me
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